oh my gosh.
the exam stress is killing me.
and guess what.
i'm feeling the MOST USELESS at this point of time.
i cant even get things right myself.
think i'm gonna flunk my PHYSICS AGAIN.
because i have got totally no interest and time to even READ THE TEXTBOOK.
or even touch the tys.

and someone out there keeps complaining he's got no time although he skips school EVERYDAY and does NOTHING at home except get distracted by a computer.
it's not that i dont wanna help you dear.
you're not helping yourself.
as simple as that.
and it makes me feel even worst when i watch you go on like that.
and when i try to tell you things, you think i'm DEMORALIZING you.
i'm not.
i just dont know how to help you anymore.
i thought talking to you would help.
but it doesnt.
cuz no matter what you just wont get things into your head.
whats the point of us repeating our conversations.
like what i did today, i'm gonna leave you alone if you dont call me.
i'm not gonna look for you lest you say i DISTRACT you.
i'm gonna be there.
but no matter what, you'll have to HELP YOURSELF.
please know that i still love you.

oh well.
it always feels better to get things off my chest.

juls blogged at 12:16 AM;