to my dear friend,
i'm not doing anything to myself.
even if i'm creating barriers for myself, it's normal.
i just guess maybe telling you how i feel would make you understand why i'm thinking that way.
but i never knew that you'd ever take sides with someone who said so much about you.
i guess he won you over.
he's just using you to get things in my head.
it's okay if you wanna take sides with him.
but think about it.
when you know i'm not happy,
you dont try to get me to do things i'm not happy doing.
even if you dont wanna help me get rid of someone i detest,
the least you could do is just let me settle my own stuff.
you know, sometimes,
ignorance is a bliss.

juls blogged at 11:01 AM;