a sad story.
when
he goes all out to help someone else, and ignores the feelings of
his other half,
does that mean there's no longer a place for her in his heart?they start their day meeting one another.
and she's already in a rather bad mood due to the earlier half of her day.
and he assumes that she was just throwing her tantrums.
when she gets all agitated and starts telling him about how terrible her day was so far,
he tells her that she's talking way too loudly,
like she's announcing to the whole world SHE HAD A BAD DAY.
and so her day got worst facing her books and him.
but she tried not to show her displeasure.
the next day,
they both went out with a group of friends.
she got restless after quite a bit of studying.
and again,
he wasnt happy with her.
and so she couldnt help but show her displeasure.
during dinner, she just sat there quietly, feeling unhappy.
the following day,
they met up to study again.
he asked her to help him to do something on the computer.
he asked her not to close one of the windows.
but she did anyway.
and he started hurling vulgarities at her.
but she ignored.
obviously, her day was spoilt, and she ignored him as much as she could.
then, he thinks that nothing was wrong actually,
and left her alone, then went to go study with his friends in the room.
the day passed, and his friends left.
so she waited patiently for him to finish using to computer so that they could have dinner together.
although she promised to be home by nine, she waited.
and at nine fifteen, they finally left for dinner.
dinner was all peaceful and quiet.
then, he decided to send her home, because there was nothing much he could do at home.
well, she was feeling tired after a pretty long day, but he thinks that she's throwing her tantrums as usual.
on the bus ride home, he started talking about the previous night.
and how her displeasure affected everyone else around.
she just turned away quietly, trying hard not to think about what he said.
she tried hard not to cry.
when she finally arrived at the bus stop, she just walked off.
she dashed across the road, hoping that she'd get knocked down by a car.
just because she didnt want him to see her cry.
but after he left, she couldnt help but cry.
she did everything for him.
when they were in trouble, others told her that he'd done so many things for her.
she thought she was the one at fault.
he made her feel so bad.
he said he'd change for her.
and she hopelessly wished for that to happen.
she prayed that he would understand what she wanted from him.
she thought she would never cry again.
but each time they quarrelled, she cried even more.
he shows his displeasure towards her openly.
he messages other girls in front of her, although she's not happy about it.
he blames her everytime they start quarrelling.
he pretends that nothing happened although she demands an apology.
she waits for him to initiate a conversation every night, but to no avail.
she wishes that he'll stop doing the things she doesnt like him to do to her.
she hopes that one day he'll spare a thought for her feelings too.
she's envious of the couples around her.
she's feeling so stupid because whatever she studies doesnt go into her head.
she feels she's going to let everyone in the family down.
she wishes he'd understand the pressure she's facing, the trouble she's trying to keep within her.
she's feeling so lost.
she just needs him to be there for her.
and not bring her further down to hell.
she's trying to understand it's hard for him now, especially with the major exams around the corner.
but does she really deserve that?
she just wants him to say "i love you" whenever she needs someone.
but he's always the one putting her down.
why?
when someone asked her if she ever regretted her choice.
all she could do was sigh.
thats what she's really upset about.
she couldnt even give a definite answer to that question.
this shows she's beginning to regret her choice isnt it?
now everyone thinks she's the FAT UGLY PETTY BITCH.
and yes.
THE FAT UGLY PETTY BITCH DOESNT DESERVE THE PRINCE'S LOVE.
is it always wrong to want her relationship to be like those she see in fairy tales?
where the prince expresses his love for the princess in any way.
she wished he knows how she's feeling.
and wished he could really change to a more sensitive one.
she wished he could be the nice and caring boyfriend.
who'd just brighten up her day in any way.
studying is not an excuse.
no matter what,
he still should leave some time to spend with her isnt it.
and it's not like as if he spends majority of his time studying constructively.
she wishes that he'll support her choices in the future.
just like she'll willingly support him and be there for him no matter what happens.
but then again, will they really have a happy future?
